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Stepping stones in dreams Sparks and heat travel in my veins
Wrapping my arms around my knees
Navigations by the music notes above =)
WEBMISTRESS
.jpg) Ong Wendy 王慧莉 KnightVSPrincess Prongs Usa-Chan ILoveJoren LOVES Yamada Ryosuke (OMG), Chinen Yuuri, Nakajima Yuto, Arioka Daiki of Hey! Say! JUMP Nakatsu Shuichi, Kayashima Taiki, Nakao Senri, Minami Nanba of HanaKimi Fahrenheit飞轮海 东城卫 Sea Level (now BB Chord) Prince王子, Brian小傑, Wayne阿緯 of Lollipop 棒棒堂 Maodi毛弟， Ben阿本 of Choc7 超克7 Miyano Mamoru Ouran High School Host Club Shirota Yuu A VERY DETAILED PROFILE On 18th December 1991, a certain baby girl is born at Mount Elizabeth Hospital, Singapore, through caesarian by Dr Kowa. The baby girl is then dubbed as ONG WENDY 王慧莉. Her chinese name follows her roots and generation, with the surname 王 and generation name 慧 and her virtue 莉. She is brought up speaking English and Chinese and learnt Malay during her schooling in Malaysia. She's of Hokkien dialect and can carry out daily conversation in Hokkien. She can converse a little in Cantonese. She's the only child in the family, thus her parents dotes on her a lot. She's proud that her father had never had to discipline her. She loves all of her family members, even those that she can't stand. Her familiar is a book. Her passion for reading burns after she read Harry Potter. She enjoys watching game shows, especially Japanese game shows. She love day dreaming and take it as a way to make herself feel better. She enjoys laughing and do not like tears on her face, so she keeps her tears in the attic of her mind, constantly disappearing them. She'll be back in Singapore in year 2009, where she hopes to excel in the field of Engineering. Red Cross and Red Crescent Society is the one that matures her and let her see the world with her own eyes. She loves being a member of the Kiwanis big family and hopes to remain an active member even though she'll be leaving Key Club end of this year. She's also proud to be a Convent girl (Attended 1998-2008 Class of 2008) From Class 1 Delima in 1998, then 2 Delima (1999), 3 Delima (2000), 4 Delima (2001), 5 Delima (2002), 6 Delima (2003), then Secondary 1 Cempaka (no streaming, not counted, Year 2004), 2 Anggerik (2005) and 3 Anggerik (2006) she had been a student of the top class in school. Year 2007 marks her slip, as she continues in class 4 Science 2 and then 5 Science 2 (2008), which was when she decided to slow down and takes things slowly while finding her roots and thinking and deciding for her future. And that special girl is me =) NAMES I LIKE Catrin J-ny Nathally Scarlett Skysong Summer Sunnie Renee Edwin Junior Sunny Windflame Wyz Names may be taken from literacy works, but never from any individual. So don't confuse the names with someone anybody knows :) Friday, August 29, 2008 Today is Poh San, my 二姐's, birthday. We had been planning (not long) for it for the past approx. 4 days. Haha... Finally we just jumbled all of our shreds of plans and it came out OK.SInce today is also Foon Yew High School 校庆, we went there to join the crowd and to celebrate PS's birthday with our friends there. My trouble of what to get her is solved last night, when we realise there's no cake. Bought a cake for her as a gift, LOL. Our plan was, me, Susu, Mei Ki and Jenny go there first, without her knowing, the Jing Xian will bring PS over later, as JX already said before she wanna go the 校庆. When 4 of us reached first, we went to find the Red Cross booth. Found it next to their sickbay. They are holding blood tests, BMI tests and eye check up. Shi Ying was shouting to the crowd using the speaker when we saw her. Then she just dropped everything and came over to us. Then ajak us go over their booth. Then we saw Maurice, then I started asking him whether my trophy is done. Haha... He owes me a trophy of Best Helper. Haha... Had reminding him so long, that i even asked him during the Anugerah the other day. Then we see Steven there also. Steven asked us to do the test, the package one, doing all 3 tests for RM5. But all of us don't want, so Mei Ki go as Convent representative. Then found out MK a bit more then in not healthy range already, haha... Then we saw Yaya, Chuan Woo (Logistic Chai), Xin Yi, Kelvin, Zeng Gang, etc etc and even Jun Jie! haha... Just as I told MK in school that I really misses Jun Jie, he appears! Haha... Then MK went and told him, in a really bad way. >.< After we finally got the cake out and cut it, I, MK and Susu took one slice to go look for Kang Sheng. When we finally found his class' booth, his classmate says he's not around and will be back later. We left the cake there for him. When I was in tuition, he SMS to me to say thanks, but he did not get to eat the cake cause his teacher thinks it is not hygienic so the teacher threw it away! =.= Maybe cause we put it on a serviette and not a plate, haha, and speaking honestly, I think the cake might be a little damp cause of the drizzling rain LOL I actually planned on doing a post with pics and stuff, but am too lazy to put the pics in from my phone... Lol.. Music is Love. Wednesday, August 20, 2008 I’ve finally came back to my forgotten hobby-reading blogs.Yep, time to finally put myself on friend’s life, offering a shoulder to cry on, to fork out my screams of anguish, howls of humour, yell in celebration for the imprints in my life (no, not imprint like werewolves, not like Jacob on Renesmee or Quil on Claire). Just finished reading a friend’s blog. Right from where he started his blog to the most recent post. Was. Umm… Speechless after reading it. He is a rather insight person to me, but not this way. I’d read stuff I never knew about him. And brought back my own memories. And made me realize how his life and mine had been similar but not identical in ways. And he’s much braver than I am. I’ve lost a sibling too, when I was 5 year old. I remember getting very excited at the prospect of a new sibling. I remember the day my mum sat me down, saying the baby isn’t coming now. I can never forget the next day, when my mum brought me to my babysitter’s place, explaining to my babysitter where she’s going. That is the only time I’ve seen my mum in an emotional wreck. A rare time, to see my mum in tears. Remembering what mum said to me the day before, I scolded quietly, Bad baby, you made mummy cry! When I grew up, I can finally understand. What went wrong. What is the danger. What we had to do. I was sad, and will always be, nevertheless. I was recollecting my thoughts, when another part of his post struck me. I never reveal this, but this is the part that affects me the most, though my case differs. I was a victim of child abuse. Not sadistic, however, but it affected me right enough. I was abused by a relative, whom we still keep in touch, for a whole year. I can remember vividly once when I can’t finish my food. I remember fairly well, cowering underneath the sink, finding comfort when the cane strikes the plumbing and not me. I remember stealing the chocolates when the family’s not at home, because that’s the only chance for indulgence. My childhood isn’t exactly a haven. Not exactly what people think. Enough of me. My friend. I’ve got no idea why, but his blogs just triggers those memories, memories that I tied into a box, in the attic of my mind. I have no idea of most of the things. I can’t imagine, what is he thinking when he’s writing this? What he feels? What does he need now? How bad a friend I am for thinking some stuff about him in my mind of privacy? What had been through his head? From what I’ve read, he thought of taking his own life. Thank heavens he abandoned that thought. Foolish, kid, foolish! Letting go what you put in so much effort in? I wanted to, but I daren’t. To open your mouth and approach it, you are much braver than me. I just kept quiet during my darkest time, working my ass off aimlessly. Worked out well for me in the end. But I ain’t sure if it is the same for him. TO HIM: (although I can say you’ll never read this, it’s the thoughts that count, yea?) 不要放弃自己！！一旦放弃自己， 全世界也会放弃你。 I shall continue with English, so as not to embarrass myself with my limited Chinese. Though I may not be a friend you see always, I’ll always be your friend, unless you do not want this friendship anymore. No matter what, I care for my friends. I want all my friends to live a wonderful life; a life where they can enjoy themselves while alive, and when the time comes to depart to the Realms of Darkness, they can depart with no regrets. We may not be bosom buddies, but I care enough to feel pain and despair as I read about what you’re going through. You cannot run from the reality, so just try to make the best out of it! If you give up now, what you’ve worked for will be gone. For good. If you really want to let go, think. Will you ever regret this decision? Will you truly feel happier if you do? Will you let go and never look back? All in all, it is your own choice. I don’t think so I’m a good enough friend to really understand you. But I strongly believe that the audience will be the one who can really see the whole picture, from all perspective. 旁观者是最清楚的. I really wanna help you out. But I really don’t know how. I felt helpless. On the other hand, nothing can be done if you choose not to help yourself. Your friends can only nudge you to the right direction, but can never guide or bring you safely through it. You can only ponder and make your own decision base on our nudges, words and encouragement. You have to open up to help yourself. 加油！！不管最后是怎样， 没有人会抛弃你， 除非你选择被遗弃… Music is Love. Wednesday, August 13, 2008 I found out many things over the past weeks.Worst of all My English is deteriorating. Seriously. Though words still come easily, I can no longer play them around like I used to. Yea, I can still write verses and such, but no more longer stuff. Which is one of the reasons that my blog had been dead. My best friend/groupie had changed. Serious change. Although I don't really stick to a specific group of friends, somehow, those that I usually interact with is now totally different. Hmmm... Kiwanis and CMRC new BOD is already out, so kinda passing the baton to new people... Hey juniors yg berkenaan, you guys will do great... Have faith! SPM and Os are nearing, I haven't beeen revising! Despite my recent rajin spurt, it somehow left me now... =( PMR trials now... Jiayou F3-ers, esp Karyn... Must do well yea... I've been getting ready to leave; it is no longer the new thing that I'm going S'pore next year, hopefully for good. Trying my best to let go everything here... I know sounds mean, but through this 'spring cleaning', I stumbled upon many friends that I won't be too sad to leave them. I had stopped talking to them now. Aryati and I have a new hobby! Teasing Jaejoong xD. It started when Aryati told Tracy that she say Jaejoong outside the girl's toilet, and then we started. Now the game had proceeded to Joe Jonas. Wanted to start on Jesse McCartney, but no, thanks to my violent protest. Made soap in school today! Lol, and that stupid lab menopausal assistant. >.< I've been shedding hair lately. Balding?????? Music is Love.
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WISHLIST
A trip to Italy A trip to Japan learn guitar have red/white highlights watch S'pore F1 night race hoodies Hey! Say! JUMP concert DVD GPA > 3.75 sneakers (size 7/8) DRAMAS TO WATCH My Date With A Vampire (I,II and III) Kindaichi Shonen no Jikenbo (I, II, III and all specials) So I'm Not Handsome |
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